My journey to Macedonia week 2
Nemanja’s Blog
How often does it happen that the opportunities that fate gives us are simply ignored or we are afraid to say “yes?” You just need to take one step without thinking about the consequences and take a leap of faith. I am glad that Europe gives young people a chance to develop and implement their ideas.
EVS is an opportunity that everyone should take advantage of. This is the end of the month, as I live in Bitola, Macedonia, and I work as a volunteer at the NGO “SFERA Macedonia.”
I have the opportunity to implement my projects and to bring people joy and laughter. In my free time, I travel and get acquainted with the new city, along with its language and culture. My dream is to visit all corners of the world, but I honestly have never thought about life in Macedonia. Suddenly, there was such an opportunity.
Now I have a lot of new acquaintances, some of whom I can call friends, with the addition of a couple of pounds because the food here is tasty and you have to try everything. My brain works at 100% because, for me, a person who knows English at a conversational level constantly needs to think and speak in English.
Although I will not become an expert in this short time, I hope my level of language knowledge will expand. As in any situation, I have positives and negatives. I certainly did not expect to miss my native Ukrainian. Yes, I speak Ukrainian with friends and parents, but I want to go out for a walk and hear a mom calling her son for lunch and a couple lovingly chatting while sitting in a cafe. I miss this. Yes, and people meet differently; not everyone can understand you, and sometimes there may be controversial situations from which to navigate.
The main thing is to never forget who you are, to not lose your peculiarity, and to not listen to what they say behind your back. It’s an opportunity to stay alone with your thoughts and experiences, understand what you need, and learn how to move on. No matter how pathetic it sounds, it is.
Possibly leaving everything at home, you will understand what was important and from what you can refuse, begin to appreciate more people who were next to you (that’s what happened to me). Whatever comes from this experience, I’m glad that I went.